Archive for January, 2007

gym

Monday, January 15th, 2007

Enrolled in a gym today even after a slight wardrobe malfunction. hehehe For which I thanks sheng for putting up an effort to help me, muah talaga honey kahit na moral support lang ok na kasi nageffort ka tlaga kahit wla na u pera. thanks thanks
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Anyway, I went to the gym today to finally enroll. Jules even pledged to go to gym with me awwww.
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Well I’ve already paid and I’m already enrolled so there’s no turning back… at least for a month.
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I’ll go to my first session tommorrow. Unfortunately I don’t have a gym bag yet, so I’ll have to make do with a paper bag since backpacks are sort of a fashion no no.
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My problem is I promised Jen that I’d wear heels tommorrow. Shucks. It’s a good thing that there’re lockers in the gym so I can leave my sneakers there, but the clothes, I have to take home.
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I sure hope I don’t get too tired at the gym tommorrow, or else I won’t enjoy it. Haaay I hope I can pull this off, after all, it is my New year’s resolution.
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Anyway, I’m too tired and too sleepy to write anything remotely interesting. I just wanted to document this momentous moment in my life.

it’s so cool

Saturday, January 13th, 2007

Nakakatuwa, special mention today si Kristine Marie Academia, a.k.a. Aca! Whohohohoho! Nakakatuwa and natouch ako kasi nagbigay sya ng testimonial sakin out of the blue.
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Hehehe although humaba ang hair ko dun sa testi nya. Uuuy online sya ngaun!
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Hehehehe thanks Aca por da testi nakakatuwa. At as per your quesiton, nope inaccurate po na ako yung pasimuno, although isa ako sa mga patrons ng Temperance CAsino na laging nireraid, or in our terms, binabaygon ng mga "benjo" (teachers). Nyahahha Nakakatuwa kasi she reminded me of life during third year, when we used to play cards (which was prohibited in my school) during breaks and during "president’s cuts" (pag walang teacher).
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Brings back happy and sad memories den.
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It was those days that made me what I am now. Nakakatuwa kasi I was really down in the dumps lately and here comes Aca to cheer me up, waheheh galing tlaga ni Lord magpasaya.
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At sinasagot nya (ni Lord) ang aking mga panalangin. Lalo na pag natanggap ako dun sa raket na sinasabi ni Sheng, heheheh sasaya nang muli ang buhay ko.
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Anyway, I’ve nothing much to say really, nakakatuwa lang tlaga yung testi ni Aca.

draining

Friday, January 12th, 2007

Some activities can drain you without you even knowing it.

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having fun

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Others can drain you until your empty

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Working until dawn

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sometimes you’ll be drained but still have energy

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Competitions

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Sometimes you’ll be so drained you’d become sick

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Exams

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Sometimes you’d want to be drained on purpose

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Exercise
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Then again some things can drain you without doing anything physical

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studying

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But other things can drain you without you having to think or to work

it just takes a little stupidity, a dash of hope and a hint of desperation

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love
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creepy.

Thursday, January 11th, 2007

I had this really really bad nightmare last night that prevented me from getting a decent night’s sleep. After 3 hours non-stop of editing photos for the publication I write for, I finally decided to hit the sack.
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Just as I was about to fall asleep, while hugging a pillow and under my favorite orange blanket, the blanket was suddenly removed sort of violently. Not the whole blanket though, just enough to expose me right arm and part of my chest.
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It was actually the electric fan which was on a kinda high setting. So I lowered the setting and came back to bed, but not before being creeped out of my wits ‘cuz I really thought it was a ghost who tried to remove my blanket.
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But since I was too sleepy to care about ghosts, and even though I ahm deathly afraid of those ghastly ghouls, the call for rest was much greater than the fear or ectoplasmic entities. In short, I fell asleep instantly.
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And I had this dream that my orgmates we’re having our FR at my house (nyahahah). But when I went upstairs to get some more food (really weird) it was suddenly pitch black., and in the back of my mind I know there weas something really evil behind the darkness.
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That was when I realized that I had to wake up. I then knew I was dreaming. I struggled against my pillow to open my eyes. It’s really weird knowing that you’re dreaming but not being able to wake up. It’s probably the same feeling that people who can’t move their legs anymore have. You know you’re making an effort, but it just won’t move. It’s the same with my eyes. It took a lot of effort to get them open. .
And by the time I did, I was breathing so hard and my skin was kinda cold. I was really creeped-out, but I haven’t had a decent night’s sleep since Monday, and I have an early class today. So in short, I fell back to sleep, but not before turning the lights on so I won’t have any more ghoulish nightmares.
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But just about 15 minutes after I fell asleep again. I was having another dream. This time I was on a bus with people that I know, I’m acquainted with, but I can’t put names to their faces because I never really saw their faces that clearly, well except for two people. The other one I was able to put a name to, but the other, when I looked into her face it started to distort and the scene just seemed to melt in front of my eyes.
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Then it was all dark, and I knew I was having a nightmare again. Then while trying to wake up, the darkness was broken by what looked like jagged teeth sort of like shark’s teeth only not evenly distributed, and it looked like whoever owned the teeth was laughing maniacally although I won’t hear the laughter. All of this while I was trying to wake up.
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Then, even if my eyes were already open, the teeth were still there and I still can’t move my body, but I can see the silhouettes of my room.
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After a few more struggles, I was finally able to move my arms. Now sweating a bit and still out of breath, I couldn’t see the teeth anymore, but only my well lit room.
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Actually, I was so freaked this morning that I read a few comic strips before going back to sleep because I was afraid of having another nightmare.
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In short, I had about 2 hours sleep last night and probably won’t have enough tonight because my niece is here.
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And now I’m starting ot have breakouts… Waaaahhh!!!
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I hate it. And now I’m afraid to go to sleep because I’m afraid I’ll have th enightmares again.

active nanaman.

Tuesday, January 9th, 2007

sa mga napupurga na sa kakarecieve ng notification sa blog entries ko, pasensya na. I think you can turn it off somewhere. I’m really sorry but Ijust can’t help but post… It’s part of me.
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I guess I’ll be re-activating my blogazoidness this year, because there is yet again another reason to blog. Actually there is only one reason I blog and if you haven’t noticed it by now (if you’re one of my few readers) hehehe then I’m too subliminal.
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Anyway, I still haven’t enrolled ina gym, like I hoped I would. Nyahahah, after annoucing it to everyone, i think I’m gonna chicken out.
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Actually, the only reason that I want to enroll in a gym is the decent shower area, where I can bathe or maybe at least wash my face after a work-out. Running around the acad oval for free isn’t a problem, but when it comes to the sweat and having to go all the way to Caloocan to wash it off is just plain eww. I’ve already done it before.
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And besides, I have nowhere to put my stuff when I jog. it’s not like I could just leave it somewhere. It’s either get a car (or buy gas for it) or get into a gym. The cheaper choice would probably be to enroll in a gym, heheheh.
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Well now that I think of it, it seems my fervor to head for a gym is renewed. Heheheh. Earlier I was too lazy to go to the gym to enroll. Maybe I’ll do it tomorrow or on thursday, since I don’t have a break tomorrow.
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Mga statements ulit that I wanna say:
1. WAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! (splak splak kersplak [sounds ng sampal]). Masakit diba? Grrrr ka kasi, nakakgigil ka tlaga gusto kitang yakapin ng mahigpit na mahigpit!
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The usual

Monday, January 8th, 2007

Mga things you wanna say to people that you can’t say in person part X. (I don’t really know how many times I’ve written this type of post.
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1. Don’t worry other than me only two (I hope) people know, so don’t feel left out.
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2. You should be wary of him, I think he’s just using you, so does everybody else. You never listen to advice, but i hope you start learning about your past mistakes.
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3. I’m really truly happy for you that sometimes I hate you for being so happy and hate myself for hating you for being happy.
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4. Heeeeeeeellllloooooooo! Kung ikaw malas sa love, anu na tawag saken?
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5. Alam mo nakakdistract ka eh.
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hehehe uyn lang!!
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a pack of tic tacs

Saturday, January 6th, 2007

I dunno what’s happening but since Thursday, I haven’t been eating very well.
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Thursday
Breakfast - Ham and mayo sandwich, as in two peices of bread with a thin slice of ham and a bit of mayo
Lunch - half a hotdog sandwich
Dinner - nothing
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Friday
Breakfast - Half a cup of rice and hotdogs
Lunch -Nothing
Dinner - Nothing
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Saturday
Breakfast - Water and Bread pan while playing cards with org mates
Lunch - Nothing
Dinner - Some rice and a few kangkong leaves (I don’t eat fish in paksiw kasi)
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Today (So far)
- I haven’t put anything down since I woke up this morning except a few tic tacs.
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Unlike the last three days I’m kinda hungry today, but everytime I try to eat I always feel like hurling, like what I did with my breakfast.
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I don’t feel any different, I don’t have a fever or anything. What the hell ishappening to me!!
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A friend of mine suggested that a dose of junkfood will make me hungy again! whoo I think I’ll try just that in a few minutes.
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Anyway I promised Helen I’d write something about writing.
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I really admire that girl for sticking to the writing scene so long. I mean it’s okay if you write for Summit or other magazine that provide decent paychecks, but the type of writing we do, at least the type of writing I did, was simply… how do I describe it… arrrghhh
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It’s very draining and for little pay. the only up-side is that if you can write a whole bunch of nonsense articles in a day, you can get a lot of cash from it.
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But the research and the editing and the plagiarism checks are just simply tiring. And I eventually got tired of it. Anyway, I’ve been spending less these days. I guess I finally learned how ot budget my money. SO I’m surviving on the money that my parents give me.
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Seriously I’m so sick of that job (peace sheng) so much. I don’t plan to take it again unless I really REALLY REEEEAAAAALLLLYYYYY need the cash.
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For now, I’m focusing onmy..ahem.. studies and my other writing endeavors which do not include pay.
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Is it just me?

Saturday, January 6th, 2007

Is it just me or is my monitor a bit brighter today? Is it because of the format or is it just because of my disposition.
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Maybe it’d be great if we can all just format our systems, so that we could remove the stuff we want to forget and then reinstall the stuff we want to retain.
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Wouldn’t it be great if you could just back-up all the happy memories and delete all the bad ones?
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Maybe that’s asking too much.
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If it’s not obvious yet, I just formatted my PC, cuz there’s this dialer trojan that I can;t seem to remove. Removing it would require me to tinker with the registry. SO I thought, I’ve got too many programs installed anyway, instead of removing them all I just formatted my system.
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I’m uploading the ALCHEMES music video on you tube so I can’t go to sleep just yet. And I think I forgot to install one program, I just can’t put my finger on it. I figured I’d find it when I need it.
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I’m  also downloading the final fantasy soundtracks, 7,8,9,10. I really liek Nobuo Uematsu’s work He’s soo great! especially the orchestrals and the piano versions. They’re really relaxing. I play the songs when I’m writing papers and stuff. ALthough most of them is kinda sad, so you can’t really avoid getting depressed when you listen. If you want a good time I recommend Shuffle or Boogie piano and original version. nakaka LSS. hehehe. and its very uplifting den
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Oh well yunlang. ^_^

stupid article

Monday, January 1st, 2007

If I had read this article earlier I wouldn’t have had to endure so much hardship. Although there are interesting stuff in it. This article is from www.msn.com.
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Comments on the red colored texts are the green colored ones.
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How to Handle a Hangover
Tips for avoiding the worst consequence of holiday overindulgence.
From Harvard Health Publications
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Hangovers seem to be the body’s way of reminding us about the hazards of overindulgence. Physiologically, it’s a group effort: Diarrhea, fatigue, headache, nausea, and shaking are the classic symptoms. Sometimes, systolic (the upper number) blood pressure goes up, the heart beats faster than normal, and sweat glands overproduce — evidence that the “fight or flight” response is revved up. Some people become sensitive to light or sound. Others suffer a spinning sensation (vertigo).
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*I’ve never experienced diarrheal hangovers, it must be gross, although I did get all the otehr 5 this morning.
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The causes are as varied as the symptoms. Alcohol is metabolized into acetaldehyde, a substance that’s toxic at high levels, although concentrations rarely get that high, so that’s not the complete explanation.
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Drinking interferes with brain activity during sleep, so a hangover may be a form of sleep deprivation. Alcohol scrambles the hormones that regulate our biological clocks, which may be why a hangover can feel like jet lag, and vice versa. Alcohol can also trigger migraines, so some people may think they’re hung over when it’s really an alcohol-induced migraine they’re suffering.
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Hangovers begin after blood alcohol levels start to fall. In fact, according to some experts, the worst symptoms occur when levels reach zero.
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The key ingredient seems to be “drinking to intoxication”; how much you drank to get there is less important. In fact, several studies suggest that light and moderate drinkers are more vulnerable to getting a hangover than heavy drinkers. Yet there’s also seemingly contradictory research showing that people with a family history of alcoholism have worse hangovers. Researchers say some people may end up with drinking problems because they drink in an effort to relieve hangover symptoms.
*That’s kinda unfair cuz compared to my friends I’m a  light drinker. tears!!!
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Dr. Robert Swift, a researcher at the Providence Veterans Affairs Medical Center in Rhode Island, coauthored one of the few review papers on hangovers in 1998. It’s still one of the most frequently cited sources on the topic. The rundown on hangover remedies that follows is based on that review, an interview with Dr. Swift, and several other sources.
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Hair of the dog.
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Drinking to ease the symptoms of a hangover is sometimes called taking the hair of the dog, or hair of the dog that bit you. The notion is that hangovers are a form of alcohol withdrawal, so a drink or two will ease the withdrawal.
*Actually I tried this once during Yoc’s birthday. The morning after, I was playing cards with the guys and we drank the leftover beer as punishment for the loser. It kinda worked but when I finally got home I was comatose for 12 hours hehehe.
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There may be something to it, says Dr. Swift. Both alcohol and short-acting sedatives, such as benzodiazepines like diazepam (Valium), interact with GABA receptors on brain cells, he explained, and it’s well documented that some people have withdrawal symptoms from short-acting sedatives as they wear off. Perhaps the brain reacts similarly as blood alcohol levels begin to drop.
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Even so, Dr. Swift advises against using alcohol as a hangover remedy. “The hair of the dog just perpetuates a cycle,” he says. “It doesn’t allow you to recover.”
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Drink fluids.
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Alcohol promotes urination because it inhibits the release of vasopressin, a hormone that decreases the volume of urine made by the kidneys. If your hangover includes diarrhea, sweating, or vomiting, you may be even more dehydrated. Although nausea can make it difficult to get anything down, even just a few sips of water might help your hangover.
*Yeah it works for me I guess although the more water in your body the more you urinate and/or vomit depending on what usually happens to you when you get drunk.
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Get some carbohydrates into your system.

Drinking may lower blood sugar levels, so theoretically some of the fatigue and headaches of a hangover may be from a brain working without enough of its main fuel. Moreover, many people forget to eat when they drink, further lowering their blood sugar. Toast and juice is a way to gently nudge levels back to normal.
*Never tried this one, although Imight, next time.
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Avoid darker-colored alcoholic beverages.
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Experiments have shown that clear liquors, such as vodka and gin, tend to cause hangovers less frequently than dark ones, such as whiskey, red wine, and tequila. The main form of alcohol in alcoholic beverages is ethanol, but the darker liquors contain chemically related compounds (congeners), including methanol. According to Dr. Swift’s review paper, the same enzymes process ethanol and methanol, but methanol metabolites are especially toxic, so they may cause a worse hangover.
*Hooray for the lgiht colored liquor! Personally I don’t like the taste of whiskey rum or tequila. Vodka is the BEST!!!
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Take a pain reliever, but not Tylenol.
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Aspirin, ibuprofen (Motrin, other brands), and other nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs (NSAIDs) may help with the headache and the overall achy feelings. NSAIDs, though, may irritate a stomach already irritated by alcohol. Don’t take acetaminophen (Tylenol). If alcohol is lingering in your system, it may accentuate acetaminophen’s toxic effects on the liver.
*I actually touched the place where my liver was supposed to be when I read this one. I drank tylenol this morning to ease the pain. My poor liver.
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Drink coffee or tea.
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Caffeine may not have any special anti-hangover powers, but as a stimulant, it could help with the grogginess. Coffee is a diuretic, though, so it may exacerbate dehydration.
*I tried this during when I got drunk for the second time. I didn’t feel the headache nor did I feel groggy, but I think it induced vertigo and nausea that time.
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Vitamin B6.
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A study published over 30 years ago found that people had fewer hangover symptoms if they took a total of 1,200 milligrams of vitamin B6 before, during, and just after drinking to get drunk. But it was a small study and doesn’t seem to have been replicated.
Will try this next time
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Artichoke extract
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Supplement makers have promoted artichoke extract for a variety of ills, including hangovers, because it supposedly has beneficial effects on the liver. But a small study published in the Canadian Medical Association Journal in 2004 concluded that it isn’t effective for hangovers.
*What’s an artichoke? Joke Iknow it’s some kind of fruit but I haven’t seen it in the philippines, much lessits extract.