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I think I’m gonna do the say-what-you-want-to-say-to-a-person-through-your-blog thing everyday, cuz everyday it seems I’m supressing something, and to prevent the pent up emotions from overflowing like it so freely did lastweek, I’m gonna vent these here.

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11.) I really can never predict you, although I wish I can, then it’ll be easier to laugh around you. When I’m with you, I feel as if I’m being observed from head to toe, and it’s annoying. I feel that you’ll notice every wrong thing I do, I just hate that feeling that I have when I’m with you.

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12.) If I can’t predict number 11, about you, I am simply clueless. I don’t know if you’re a friend or a foe, and sometimes, I can’t help but think that you’re saying bad stuff about me when I’m not around. That’s the kind of personality you have. You’re self-righteous and you don’t care about others, all you think about is yourself. But somehow I pity you, because I can’t help but think that someday, you’ll be all alone.

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13.) Although this is the 13th you are not neccesarily a cause of bad luck. I just hope that all the bad luck happening to you (if any) isn’t clouding your judgment nor your logic. Please minsan naman magisip ka. Sometimes you need to reflect before you speak, use your brains dear, God gave it to you for a reason.

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This is a pretty good anger management thing. Truth is, I’ve never been pushed to the edge of my patience as much as I’ve beent hesepast few days. It’s so haggardous that I even shout at the people who have nothing to do with it.

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Actually, I felt better this morning, after I wrote yesterday’s and the other day’s blog entry on saying things to people etc. It really lifted my spirits this morning. Spirits which were rapidly pulled down by a series of problems that I didn’t know existed until I stepped into UP. Tama si Danjun, mamamatay tau (mga taga UP) ng maaga.

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*sigh

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In fairness maganda nga namang anger management thing to, pero mas trip ko pa rin yung pagsuntok sa unan, nagiging fluffy pa yung unan ko para sa pagtulog.

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Seriously try it, when you’re specially frustrated or angry, suntukin mo yung unan mo. Or sometimes, pag nasa CR ako at wala ako sa mood kumanta, susuntukin ko yung tubig, and the warm splashes calm me down too. Haay parang ang sarap gawin ngayon kasi may gusto akong sakalin….

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Ma-try nga.

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