Sad or happy? di ko na alam

Well I’m back again. I was going to take a sabbatical in blogging but it seems this’ll be my only outlet for days to come.

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As I’ve anticipated, the truckload of work has been unloaded, already I’m trying to find ways of dividing myself. Well, that is why I don’t know if I’m going to be happy or sad when I found out that I bested the "Reactor" Editorial exam and am now the editor-in-chief.

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Of course the initial reaction was euphoria. After all, three years ago, I’ve never even dreamed of writing for a real publication, much less being it editor-in-chief. To tell the truth I never really expected to be accepted, it was just one of those things that I did out of peer pressure.

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I don’t even think of myself as a good writer. I told Sheng this before, I am not confident about my writing skills, never was and never will be.

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But here I am.

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I should be a little happier right?

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I don’t know. As I said in my previous entries, maybe I bit off more than I can chew, sadyang gahaman kasi.

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Pero sabi nga nila, God won’t give you something that you cant handle. Pero God naman, nakalimutan Mo atang 3 majors ko this sem at isang Chem 153. Kinalimutan mo din atang may Equipment design at take home examsa 134, at head ako ng ACLE.Dahan dahan lang God, baka di ko kayanin.

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Anyway, what really saddens me is that I didn’t pass the online writing job thing that I applied for a few days ago. If truth be told, as much as it honors me to become editor-in-chief of two publications at school, I’d still prefer to be a normal writer, at least I get paid.

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Well I guess there’s a plan for everyone. But I’m not quitting. At least not yet. I’ll try this out, and maybe it’ll all be okay in the end. And for that I promise to do my best, and if that doesn’t work out, belat na lang!

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XCS

Baket walang humuhula ng 100th entry koooo!?!?! Ayaw nyo ba ng chocolate? huhuhuh

One Response to “Sad or happy? di ko na alam”

  1. ingenieure Says:

    ^ you have friends in that online raket so you don’t have to worry about paid writing projects not being pushed in your gmail inbox. but being an EIC just goes to show that sir binuya’s high school babies are doing quite well. hahaha! we owe him a lot ano!

    time management is an entirely different story. ^_^

    congratulations again!

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