angst
2:20 am, I don’t know why I’m not sleepy yet. there’re 300 more 5mb files queued up for download, soon my 80 gig hard drive would be pressing for air.
I really don’t know why I can’t sleep, I seem to feel tiresome more often these days, tiresome and irritable. It seems the small things make sparks fly before my eyes and without noticing it I’m either shouting my head off or else murmuring in loathing.
What the hell is happening to me? I guess all the sleepless nights are catching up on me. Already I find it hard to catch my breath after doing the trek from AS to Engg. Haaai if I’m lucky I’ll die a swift death, that is if I’m scheduled to do so, not that I’m hoping for it or anything.
Anyway, I’m still trying to save up for a laptop, so I’m taking up roughly three rakets at the same time. But I’m planning on dropping the first raket I got htis year, it’s kinda low paying and uber demanding.
Well if there was anything to cheer me up it was a good shopping session that I did last saturday. Unlike most girls, I do not sho for clothes. Believe it or not, I find it comforting to shop for school supplies. I don’t know why but buying pens paper, sticky notes, and as of saturday, white boards, give me a thrill. What a geek huh?
Now all I need is a great big chocolate bar with NO ONE to share with, then I’ll be a-ok. I’m plannign to buy a gigantic bar of cadbury or probably a hersheys and snack on it tommorow morning. My mouth’s already watering.
Well that’s all for now, I was palnning on this whole life analysis essay but I’ve decided against it, hehehe I need the sleep. Night readers thanks fer readin.
