uhm.. cake?
Haaay, once again I lay witness to my incredible predicting ability, and indeed here I am, reaping that which I’ve sown, a failing grade in math 55.
It seems I am forever doomed to stay in mathematical ignorance, to remain a dunce in integration and differentiation, and I call myself a UP student.
Maybe this road that I’ve chosen to take wasn’t the one that God paved for me; maybe this decision to pursue a career of plant design and overseeing wasn’t the career for which I was destined to be great.
I’ve written those friggin three paragraphs three times already! And right now I’m not really in the mood to skulk anymore, it seems I’m not allowed to say bad things about my plans on being a chemical engineer, and miraculously enough, my computer hasn’t hung yet…
Cool…
Maybe that’s God’s way of saying “Mau, why don’t you try again and see what happens?”
And so now I’m saying “OK, God, I trust you, just don’t ruin my pc trying to send me the message ok?”
So now that I have a so-so trust in continuing my pursuit of a career in chemical Engineering, I’ve got nothing else to post in this friggin blog. Personally, grunge and how the world has been so hard on you kind of posts has been, well, a “has been”, it is so not interesting anymore.
Now I realized that I’m not the only one, with all the problems, the emotional capabilities and writing time to produce an almost daily blow by blow on how crappy each day has been.
But if you’ve been having the days I’ve had I’m sure you’ll agree that it’s an all around crap buffet.
Speaking of crap, that’s exactly what I’m supposed to look for right now, crap pictures. Well I decided to help the externals committee at ALCHEMES with a project they’ve coined the roadshow, which aims to introduce high-school students to the Environmental branch of Chemical Engineering. And we need pictures for the flash presentation.
And I am really, soooooo glad to be doing something aside from sulk and contemplate on how crappy my life is. If I hadn’t posted anything about it yet, well I’ve tried to distract myself from this certain something that’s been buzzing inside my mind for ages, by focusing on work, editing my profile, writing entries for my blog, well let’s just say it hasn’t been very effective.
Now I’m kinda hoping that this, can do for me what the other activities I’ve chosen to do will, distract me long enough to actually have some fun.
Anyway, speaking of fun, it seems I’ll be having a lot of it on the two weeks following the 19th of November, whoohoooo! My parents are going to the
U.S. and I, for most of the time, will be left alone in the house.. Whooohooo drinking parties all around!! Well at least until my eldest sister comes home and ruins everything.
Anyway, my Dad opened a savings account for me, (believe it or not, I haven’t had any type of bank account until this) so he could just deposit my allowance there. Why post about this? Wala lang masaya lang ako, kasi yung maintaining balance na P5,000 eh sya ang magproprovide, and at least my editors won’t have to deposit my sweldo to my parent’s account, and I wont have to ask them every so often if the deposit has registered yet.
And to top that up, (I wish my happy moments will be less trivial than these, but this is all that I’ve got going right now) I’ve got a new credit card extension! From my sister of course, although she requires me to pay whatever it is that I charge, at least I get to spend, yet again, more than I can. Bwahahah, it’s a good feeling, you’d better try it out, although I highly discourage overdoing it.
Well I’m up to 650+ words so I’d better stop, ciao!
